As a little girl, I was very connected to Spirit.
I would regularly wake up to see spirits sitting at the foot of my bed, waiting to talk to me. I would always have weird things happen to me- Spirit loved to play games with me to get my attention, and would often change radio stations on a manual dial radio or move things around in my room.
I always tended to know when things would happen, too. One night, when I was camping, intuition warned me not to sleep outside in the tent alone as my family had wanted me to. I listened and slept inside. That night, there were robberies around my neighborhood, an assault on my neighbor- and the tent I was supposed to sleep in was slashed to pieces. I felt intuitively pulled to the exact location of my brother’s car accident after feeling that something bad had happened to them.
As quickly as I discovered my gifts, I suppressed them just as quickly. In early adulthood, Spirit tried to communicate with me again and my gifts returned- but I was too scared to face them.
I felt such extreme anxiety and became so overwhelmed by spirit’s return in my life that I numbed my mind, body and soul with unfulfilling jobs, addictions, mental health injuries and eating disorders. I took on multiple sales roles that I excelled in, but felt all the while that there was something more that I was missing, some greater purpose that I wasn’t fulfilling, and felt I lost myself along the way, becoming a shell of the Tara I knew I was meant to be..
Once I let Spirit in and started to reconnect with who I was, I found that the purpose I had been seeking for so long was to help bridge the gap between higher dimensions of beings and the souls here on earth. I found my purpose through working with Spirit after trying for so many years to run from it. And now I run the soul business of my dreams, fulfilling my purpose and setting a beautiful example for those I lead.
The Universe was guiding me to do some soul work to dig deep into rediscovering my purpose in life- and I took the leap to wholeheartedly embrace my spiritual awakening. Piece by piece, I started putting the puzzle of my life together in a way that felt aligned and nourishing, and I haven’t looked back since.